So...to be completely honest, I have nothing positive to say about this week. I've been going through a very difficult time and just don't want to blog about much, if anything right now. Last week was our little Vegas vacation and it sucked (to put it mildly). Note to self: next vacation will be solo, to a beach destination :) My birthday was on Wednesday. The big 3-1! I was so sick and anxious all day that I couldn't even enjoy the dinner James took me to. Bella (my jungle kitty) ate my roses and ruined my dining room table in the process and I received a very passive aggressive birthday card from my Dad. All in all, not the most ideal birthday, but good none the less.
The only thing keeping me going at this point is that next Thursday I'll find out if I'm carrying a little Emily or a little Daniel. James still isn't set on the names, but honestly, I'm not giving him many options lately to voice his opinions :) I did find out that this week my baby is starting to suck it's thumb, and can frown and make other facial expressions. The most disturbing fact is that baby is now peeing....into the amniotic fluid around him. So baby's sitting in his own piss. Nice! Little does the little nugget know that in 21+ years, he/she may be sitting in his/her own piss again. Just for different reasons, like being heavily intoxicated.
I did buy a couple of prenatal yoga DVD's. I tried to find the ones that focused mostly on keeping mommy calm and emotionally sound. I'm very excited to try those out next week when they get in. And my Mom sent me some bra extensions. Since I'm having a hard time finding a bra to fit me comfortably, I can still wear the ones I have now and extend them! That's going to be so much more comfortable!! And is another genius invention....why didn't I think of any of these things years ago?? I could be rich by now!
Before I sign off, I want to give a big THANK YOU!!! to everyone whose been there for me lately and had to put up with my issues. I promise one day I'll get my shit together :)
HOW FAR ALONG: 14 weeks (baby is the size of a lemon)
SLEEP: What sleep?? Every little thing wakes me up now and it's taking hours to fall back asleep. The heat and having no a/c definitely isn't helping
FOOD CRAVINGS: Nothing, in fact I'm having a hard time finding anything I want to eat or choke down these days.
WHAT I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO: Finding out the sex of the baby!!
WHAT I'M NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO: Dealing with non-baby issues.
BABY NAMES: 6 more days!! I'm still going with Emily and Daniel :)
Love, Diana :)
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